I've had problems with this girl so I thought I would write out how I feel. My friends also helped me get back on feet during my mental crisis.
Yesterday I was the fool
Oppressed memories are faded, but not forgotten
Unnerving my balance, you have been banished
Absolute will, will not break my spirit
Radiating thoughts of absurdity, a waste of time
Enough is enough!
Always and forever you'll be just a deity of deception
Plotting schemes will not fool me
Lies lead to an empty husk of stolen essence
Are you always the delusive demon?
Underneath the flesh the venom crawls to swallow my soul
Getting back up to start anew direction
Enough of your charms!