Frozen.....

                Frozen…..

Caught between relaps and recovery,

She is strugling.

Numb

                Empty,

                                Scarred.

That’s her life story.

The change rushed in like a whorlwind,

Shes

                Dizzy

                                Confused

                                                                Resistant.

To be what everybody wants her to be is inpossible.

No way could she aptaine the worlds image of beauty.

Never could she cut out her history.

Change,

                More

                                And       

                                                More

                                                                Shes not done.

The peace that is offered is hard to accept,

She cant fatheom love

                                                NOT

                                                                Lust.

Her heart is torn,             

                                Her mind is lost.

Pretend,

                Is all she ever does.

Fake ,

                Is what she has become.

To be or no to be she is asked,

She’ll

                Be and not be…

‘cause she is a hoax.

Growth,

                Re-building,

                                                Construction,

                                                                                Creation,

Cannot be acomplished by a double-minded person.

She cant let go,

                                Move on

                                                                Nor forget…

She is stuck.

Choices;

Good

                Bad

                                Right

                                                Wrong..

She never can decide.

Where two paths cross,

                                                She sits.

                Motionless

Stunned,

                                Paralized,

                                                                Terrified.

Caught between

                                RELAPS

                                                And

                                                                RECOVERY……

The End

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