Darkness & light

Bathed in light,

Where I see myself for the first time,

I'd give all never to see it again,

A liar,

Fake,

Cold

And worthless,

Deaf and blind,

Not seeing the truth,

Denying,

I want to forget,

But when I do,

I feel nothing,

But this emptiness and this numbness,

Darkness,

A hole inside my soul,

Grows big enough to swallow me,

No pain,

No fear,

No love,

Nothing

Darkness.

Crying out for You,

You give me everything,

But won't tell me why,

So I turn away,

I can't see the light,

I don't want to...

But I long for the warmth of You,

I'm alone,

Darkness,

Dying,

Drowning in my sins,

The Hell I deserve,

I cry out to You,

Don't leave me,

I can't be without You again,

It would mean the death of all I am

 

The End

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