Always in the dark of who you are,
Wanting to shine but your no star.
Don't know what to be anymore,
Seems like everything good walked out the door.
Things seem great but do they feel it?
You feel nothing when you feel no spirit.
Wanna look forward, but I keep looking back,
It seems like long time happiness I lack.
Focus on the positive, that's what I should do,
But my minds goes to the negative, because that is there too.
Who am I?
I don't even know.
When the suns shines,
It just seems dull, like rain or snow.
Maybe life isn't what it's made out to be..
Or maybe I'm just living in a fanatical fantasty.