I’m starting to feel the emptiness again.
I can feel the darkness starting to creep in.
I’m numb and in pain at the same time.
The numbness lets me act like I’m ok.
While the pain lets me know I’m alive.
No point in screaming, no one will listen.
Instead I cry to my pillow.
Letting the tears fall unchecked.
Leaving the world behind in the consuming Darkness.
Blinding myself for the night within my own sorrow.