i sit in a cocoon
my deed done,
and eternal peace surrounding me.
softness surrounds my skin,
making me comfortable for my final moment.
i remember the final phone calls i made,
all of them went to the voice mailbox,
and i left a message saying goodbye.
mom and dad might act sad at first,
but i know that eventually they would get over it,
it's not like i was that great anyways,
i was always a disappointment.
my head tells me,
it will soon be done.