Dying Inside

I’m still

Dying inside

Still

Hurting inside

From the pain

I inflicted

Upon myself

 

I’m dredging up

Those stories

Can’t leave them on the shelf

 

I find myself

Crying rain

Drops so low

Can’t get back up

 

Can’t find it in my heart

To try to love

You

Don’t understand

 

I tried my best

I guess I just

Failed your test

 

Now I can’t sleep

Now I can’t rest

Now I’m losing weight

Floating into the sky

Now deep inside

I think I might

Die