DON'T

Dealing with a bad break up

DON’T

 

High above the roaming golden shore a young girl stands on top

Of a rocky cliff

Looking down and just as she was about to leap into the icy waters

Of a welcoming twist of blind faith

She looks up to the heavens one last time

And says:

 

I might be blind but I can see that you never gave a damn about me

For deep within that taint twisted black heart of yours

I’m nothing more but a throw away puppet whose hearts strings have made your hand bleed

And now as I stand here ready to leap into these icy waters of heaven and hell

I can feel your silent tears fall upon me

 

But I beg don’t you stand there and say that you understand how I feel way deep inside

For you never did before and for you to say that you some day will would be more then laughable

So don’t suddenly start acting like you care when we both know that when I look into your eyes

It’s the sight of me that we both can’t stand

Don’t say how much you love me for you don’t even know the meaning of that word

Don’t try to comprehend my feelings

Cause that would be just a big waste of your precious time

For you don’t know nothing about me

You never even tried

 

And I’m so sick of you keep acting like I owe you some speck of everlasting emotions

I’m telling you now I’m moving and picking up the pieces of what’s left of my shattered heart and throw away the rest of your un needed love

 

So you see my love

What’s done is done

 

For I never been the person that you thought I was

The very thought of you only sickness me

And its pretty sad how easily you were fooled into believing that you could ever beat me in my own game

 

For in the morning I’ll be soon one leaving you alone to remember that I’m everything that you could never be

Remembering all the times you chose not to believe in me

That you chose to ignore my open arms

There’s nothing left to prove except to pay the price of own self inflected love that we both created a love that we once believed would last forever

 

And now an I take our love and leap into the icy water of hell

I’ll give it one final kiss and watch it slowly fade away

 

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