Do You Know How It Feels?

I don’t belong here
but I don’t belong anywhere else
Been a while since I stopped smoking
but now I have nothing else to stop me
from scratching holes in my arms

Wish I was beautiful like you
so far in the land of sunshine
I can’t tell if you’re an angel
or a neon sign for a better life
I’m just afraid it's all a lie

You know when I have had a few
I can’t deny I’m a bastard of emotion
I can’t cry but I can mourn
a life that was never mine
Oh bitter regret, do you know how it feels?

I want less, I want more
I want live somewhere in the middle
of sadness and joy
I want heartache, I want romance
I want to be someone you’d admire
of poetry and prose 

The End

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