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heart's final last words

DEATH

MY LAST WORDS:

 

Since the beginning of time it’s well-known that without life there’s no death

And

Without death there’s no life

 

And now as I fly through the many shadows of life and death

Death and life

I know my so called life was nothing but a perfect little dream filled with pictures of perfect little lies

 

For if you’d look into these blacken eyes of mines

You’d see a sick soul that has forgotten how it feels not to have her heart slip away and drown in a sea of spoken lies

A soul who is so tired of waking up each morning to look in the mirror

But instead of seeing her reflection all she sees is pieces of what she believed in smashed up

For I know it’s all slipping away from me but what the hell why should it come as any surprise

That just when everything was starting to make sense

Just when I was feeling that instead of giving in to it

I’d be strong enough to wash away all the pain

 

You came along and took all the trust that I was more then

Willing to give

All the love that I’ve been dying to receive and give

You came along and helped betrayed it all away

But please don’t get me wrong and think that I’m

Blaming you

For I’m way pass that since you made it obvious to me

You’ll cover up all your what you believe are truth with nothing

But more lies

And throw the rest of what you refuse to hear nor see

Back for me to believe

 

So how can I blame you

 

For if you’d really thought about it

You’d see that I should be thanking you

For if it wasn’t for you I won’t be sitting here

Right now trying to forget all the things that you

Now chose to remember

Trying to forget how you extended your hand out

To this lonely soul and lead her to believe that you

Truly cared

That you truly understand what its like to suffer inside a bleeding

Heart

 

And maybed you were never real in the first place

Maybe you were just a figment of last hope that only

Lived inside my head

For I still can remember the day we first met

When were both the same and I ask myself

 

Where did that day go

 

What did I do that was so bad that I’m the only one to blame

Did that day even mean anything to you

Did I

Well did i

Well I guess not

Cause after today nothing will ever be the same

For after today you’ll continue to live your happy life

Not caring of how after today I’ll continue drowning in all

The tears you’ve made me shed

For this will be the last you’ll see or hear from me

For after today as you continue to live your new life

Mines will soon be forever destroyed and gone

 

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