I loved you from hello,
I loved you with my heart and soul.
I loved the way you held my hand and made all the pain go,
It was me that did something wrong,
but you were supposed to stay anyways.
But, that'll never be,
'cause the problem was always me.
You should've given me a chance,
but chances are something I never had.
I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed,
the daughter that you wanted,
and I'll always be haunted and taunted
by all the mistakes I made.
But Mama I can't be perfect for you,
I got a life too.
I shouldn't have to deal with this, with you,
but I do.
All this stuff keeps going on,
and a hundred sirens are going off,
but I don't know what to do.
I'm screaming but nothing's coming out.
Then my curtain closes,
the show ends,
and I can continue to pretend,
that nothing's wrong.
I promise Mom,
I'm not mad,
just had a long day,