Let me speak before you turn away;
I want to say I'm sorry for all the things I've done.
Though we haven't spoken in years,
And when we meet,
It is with an icy stare,
And I know,
You barely acknowledge me these days.
But before it is too late,
For I will never see you again,
I want to say what I was too stubborn,
Too proud to say back then,
For thing I didn't think I'd done.
I'm sorry for ever letting you go,
The best friend I've ever had.
But I choke on the words,
And now you're gone for good,
The time to say this along with you.
I think it's safe to say that you will never leave my mind,
And that I dreamt of you last night.
Yes, you were toxic,
Yes, you were poison,
But you were my medicine, too,
You healed me and fixed me when I broke,
And god, I loved you like an addiction.
I broke you, my habit,
And regretted it ever since,
Because you ran much deeper than that,
You were the best friend I ever had.
I'm sorry for what I did,
I hope one day you'll hear these words.