This is my interpretation of how a mentally insane person deals with his thoughts daily.
I just wanted to let you know, *heart pounding, eyes locked, stillness.
It was a struggle, but I had to let you go. *voice whispering, unsure, swallows.
It was as if I was stuck in traffic in a misty haze, *flashbacks, illusions, snaps back.
Was thinking of you constantly through the days. *clock ticks, smiles, leaves.
I clung to you like chains. *cuts deep, shatters, falls.
Addicted to you like cocaine. *forgets, remembers, blacks out.
Now I'll crush it to dust. *tears heart out, puts on sleeve, cuts wrist.
I will, I shall, I must. *'I don't want to, I don't have to, I can't' says Ego.
Threw it into the sea with my soul. *Silence.
And now I'm free. Thank you.