DEAD INSIDE

THE FIRST NIGHT WAS SAD AND COLD AS I LAY IN BED SEARCHING FOR SLEEP
THOUGHTS OF NOTHINGNESS AND HEARTACHE BUSY MY MIND
I AM CONVINCED LOVE IS NOT IN MY CARDS FOR THIS LIFE
PARANOID THOUGH CORRECT I SET MYSELF INTO PREPARATION
THE JOURNEY AHEAD UNKNOWN AND EXCITING
MY TEARS STAY DISGUISED BEHIND THE ANGER I POSSES
NO LONGER CALM AND COLLECTED I RAGE WITHIN
MY HEART NO LONGER BEATS FOR YOUR TOUCH
MY EYES NO LONGER SEARCH FOR YOUR SMILE
I'M DEAF TO YOUR DELIGHTFUL LAUGH
FLOATING THROUGH EACH DAY IN A SILENT STATE
TO WEAK TO CARE OF ANYTHING RELEVANT TO HAPPY
FLAWED AND UNTAMED EXPLORING THE NIGHT
ONE DAY I WILL FIND MY WAY HOME
BUT FOR NOW I ROAM INTO THE DARKNESS THAT CONSUMES ME
PAIN FEELS SO PLEASANTLY SATISFYING
TWISTED IN ITS ON WAY I AM STILL HUMAN
I DESIRE SOMETHING BEYOND THE REALM OF THIS WORLD
WHY CAN'T THEY SEE, I AM SCREAMING SO LOUD
WIND OF MY FACE CALMS THE TERROR LURKING INSIDE
DARE ME TO FLY, I WILL SOAR ABOVE THE MOONLIGHT
MEMORIES SLOWLY FADE AWAY INTO ASHES OF PAST
GOOD BYE IS FOREVER AND I BID TO YOU

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