So, whatever happened to making an effort?
I tried to reach but you had to push me away
Don’t fucking blame me when I decide ‘no more’
So, whatever happened to all the jokes?
Is this just to see who has the last laugh?
Everything I hate about myself I see within you
So, you still hold it over my head?
It was a long time ago when we parted ways
I still wanted you around but you made sure otherwise
So, can you just put me out of my misery already?
It’s been so fun being confused and frustrated
I’ve decided to chop down your beloved pedestal
So is there any reason left to try?
I never had any tears to cry
Days like these, I could die
but I won’t let myself fade away