Another fuck. Another cut.
Another drink. Another drug.
Anything to stop the pain.
Anything that numbs me.
Wanna be numb to the pain but also feel something.
Am I more than just a fuck and is this more than just a cut?
How 'bout another drink or maybe some ecstasy?
Looks like I'm starting to feel again better cut a little deeper.
Maybe that'll lessen the pain.
I may never feel loved again but at least I'm a decent fuck.
Gotta put back on the mask again, time to pop another pill.
Looks like I have to cut again while the others are bleeding still.
Gotta put back on that smile again, can let nobody see.
All the pain I am going through, the pain you gave to me.
This is just my way of coping now so really what's the harm?