The day I whistled for death,
I was ready.
My nails dug deep
Whilst laughter ricocheted through my soul
As my fate spun out of my control.
My life rose further through to the heavens
Wrecklessly a mini prayer rolled from my lips like diluted venom.
Tuneless song lyrics entered my mind,
As I sat there at the pinnacle,
Waiting to die.
I didn't know what to expect,
But I was speechless for words,
I flew in free fall,
Euphoric, content, adrenaline pumping,
My life in mourning.
I didn't know how to react,
Until I realised,
I was fearless,
I was strong,
I was young.
All I had yearned for was invincible fun.