This is how I felt after my heart got broken in a thousand pieces and I didn't know what to think and felt so confused.
I feel lost and confused, how can you mean
something this morning and now it is lost
and gone? How can you love someone and all
of a sudden there is nothing but emptyness
coldness in your eyes were no love shows
anymore. Your smile not as bright as before
and meant for me. I wish I could take you back
when everything was okay and we made the
best memories and laughter togheter. But
you can't force someone to love you or
notice you when they don't want to anymore.
I wish you could see the tears I cried and that
you could feel the pain in my chest where my
heart is. I also wish you could see what you meant
to me and how much I loved you and needed
you.Where was the time that you promised that
you won't walk away and that you will fight for
me and take me away from this place and
give me a better life, where are those words
and promises now?
Confusion is the only way I can feel now
beacause I don't know how all of this spiraled
out of control so fast and I got left behind, confused
at the thought that you don't love me anymore
but can tell me you love me a few minutes ago.
How does that work my love? Please tell me
so I can know and bring my restless and confused
heart to rest.