about someone who will never be what i wanted her to be
You are everything I want,
And everything that I can't have;
Everything I want to take,
But know you'll just be taken back.
Must scars can tell you all I know
Of feelings never realized;
Such things I'll never understand,
And thus must open wide my eyes
And see the world in shades of gray
So you can look into my core.
Now, in terms of happiness,
I must admit, I'm most bereft,
For I am not your everything
While you were all that I had left.
Music may be beautiful,
But even it I doubt can fill
The gaping chasm that you left
When my whole heart was at your will,
And even with this hole you made,
I want you with me all the more.