Caught Somewhere BetweenMature

For some reason I am still alive
even with all the things I have done to myself
I don’t deserve what I need
all I ever want is harmful to me

I couldn’t stop shivering
in the cold I never felt so safe
I held the noose in my hands
said “This is where it ends”

But it remains to be seen
I was caught somewhere between
it’s all broken, so it seems
I was caught somewhere between

I’ve had dreams I was stabbed
and I’d wake up feeling disappointed
Not as disappointed...
 as I am sure you would be

Sometimes I wish it could rain
block out the yesterdays so we can grieve
Least then, you would all be with your loved ones
and I wouldn’t be found for days

But it remains to be seen
I was caught somewhere between
it’s all broken, so it seems
I was caught somewhere between

In the shade
I just want to let go
So I can fucking try again

But it remains to be seen
I was caught somewhere between
it’s all broken, so it seems
I was caught somewhere between

The End

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