Just lying here, innocent

The world doesn’t ever fit

Anyway

So I say,

While wasting the

Day away.

Trying to take a chance, but

I still can’t even glance

Fate in the eye

I know that

I should have tried

So why

Why do I just freeze up

Why can’t I just ease up

Make up the lines

And try to fly

While dancing wildly

Out of time

 I know

Vaguely

That it might be possible, to

Get out but not fall through

The cracks

I'd made before

From shutting the only door

Too loud and

Too hard.

I had to

Make a point, I thought

I still think so, at that

But the point

Stabbed back.  Left me

Off track

Disoriented, and

Forever confined

To the bed

That I have made

I am afraid, I thought I knew

Though I doubt I'm fit to choose

I had so much

Nothing

I didn't see the value of it

But the reasons

I inherited from

My departure

Only let me go one way, as

The past is a folly,

The future a cage.

 

 

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