I Tear My Soul ApartMature

Take me away, away from all this pain
I’m tearing my soul apart
Trying to find solace, but only demons appear
I ran away from you, doing what was best
And only getting no rest
I tried so hard to make you happy
But now I see that without me,
You are only what I tried to prevent

I tear my soul apart
At the memory of you, with such trust in your eyes
I found solace in the thought that you might be happy, without me
I checked on you, from time to time
You never saw nor heard me, but I was there
And while I checked I learned something…

Running solved nothing, I see that now
Try to forgive me, as I have nothing left to give
To repay this debt I owe you
To cause such pain, when there were other ways
Is plenty reason to hate someone

Hate me if it makes you happy,
That’s all I want, all I’ve ever wanted
I tried so hard, but in the end it only caused you pain
For this I’m sorry
If it helps, I would tell you that I’m tearing my soul apart

Bring me back, please, I beg of you
Bring me back, the world is so cruel
I tore my soul apart, hoping to gain solace
Demons appeared , and I ran
I ran away from you, doing what I thought best
I only tried to make you happy
And that I should not succeed will only…

But I see that without me,
You are only what I tried to prevent
Sadness is not a feeling for someone like you,
And if it helps, just know that
I tear my soul apart

The End

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