a depressing change from holey joy

This is inaccurate and irresponsible and don't read it if you don't want a good mood ruined.

 

Im restless im bored

I want to be strained I want to be free

I want to rebel I want to make peace

I want to compete I want to subside

I want to get angry I want to be cool

I want compassion I want indifference

I want to win and I want to lose

I want a change and I want it bad

I want to scream and I want to whisper

I want to attract and I want to repel

I want to get pregnant I want to reject men

I want sympathy I want frustration

I want silence I want noise

I want everything I want nothing

I want to harm and I want to heal

I want to be adored I want to be detested

I want to live and I want to die

I want want want want want to die

If life is denied me by boredom

Im restless for change I covet sour frowns

I want to be acid and bitter

And perfect and better

I want everything I want nothing

I want want want want want to die

The End

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