Another let down in the path of adulthood
no one wants to ease the accusations
All those weeks we had given to each other
can never be returned
So did you hear? I was bed ridden from it all
So did you hear? I couldn’t look at myself in the same way
and in the end, I was the one that had to apologise
I still have to wake up into this
all your friends seem to sympathise with you
I wanted just to let go... but I couldn’t
you still mean a lot to me
So did you hear? He says I justified what he did
So did you hear? I wanted to die but no one would let me
and in the end, I was the one who endured their spite
Now it is all out for everyone to see
You wouldn’t even give me the closure
so I could move on and try to live
But in the end, I wanted no bad blood
Another let down in the path of adult hood
You were my one and only
Now you can laugh at me behind my back
it will be the same story in years to come
Was I not perfect enough?
What did I do wrong?
Was I not deserving of you?
What did I ever do to deserve this?