Asylum.

Another one of the first poems I'd ever written.

“Asylum.”       

Dark cold rooms
Like the tombs
Cold as ice 
Your dark demise
No sound
No light
No strength to fight
Bloody red 
Inside your dead
You put me here
You drowned me out
What’s wrong with this?
Will I ever get out?
What’s wrong with me?

Why am I here?
Will I be here for days?
Months?
Years?
How will I get out of here?
I thought I had a family once?
I thought I had some friends? 
I thought I had a home somewhere?
But where I ask you am I now?
Where are all my friends?
I wonder were they just a dream?
Or am I as crazy as I seem?.....
I thought you were right beside me
But I guess I was wrong
Now I'm in this God forsaken Hellish place
Will I ever leave this place?
Why would you put me here
Abandon me like that?
I thought you understood me?
But I guess I'm just crazy like that
Here I sit in the shadows
Thinking that I could trust you
The shadows are my only friends
But wait isn’t that a bit strange?
I was a normal teenage girl
A little troubled sure 
But you thought different didn’t you?
And here I've sat ever since
Friends with all these lies
I had a family once?
Some friends? 
A dog?
A home?
A smile?
Are these all my memories?
Or maybe just a twisted dream?
Why would you take a home from me?
Why would you even think of putting me here?
Will I be here for days?
Months?
Years? 
Or am I dead already?
A ghost?
It seems I cannot remember
Wait what is my name? 
Is someone there?
Listening to my pain...
It all started with a call
The man with the badge
He came to me then
Told me to watch myself
And then.......
Here I sit all alone
Don’t know what I did
You put me here?
Why would you even think to do this?
I'm just a normal teenage girl
A little troubled sure 
But according to you I thought wrong...

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