Apodyopsis

I wonder what it would feel like to touch you
To run my fingers through your hair or my nails over your skin...

I wonder what it would feel like to touch you
To run my fingers through your hair or my nails over your skin
To feel you shiver

I wonder what it would be like to experience you
To breath you in and hold you in my lungs
To touch my tongue to you and hold you in my mouth
I wonder what you taste like.

I wonder what it would be like to hold you
To feel your heart beating against my chest
Your breath ghosting over me as your body leans against mine

I wonder what it would be like to strip off your layers
One by one until you stand naked before me
Secrets exposed and vulnerable

I wonder how it would feel if you were mine
To hear you whisper my name in a honey laced voice that you know makes me quiver
Your fingers dancing along my spine as you count every vertebrae on the way down

I wonder if you think of me
Allowing your mind a few stolen sinful moments
If my presence makes your heart flutter and you don't know why

I wonder if I make you nervous
Uncertainty where there was none
If you wait for me unknowingly
Wondering, anticipating, disappointed 

Even though I wonder I'll never know what could have been
Because you are not here with me
And even though it hurts dreaming keeps me steady
Because it's all that I can do
A simple hidden pleasure nestled deep inside
A secret hope that keeps me warm
A fragile wish that if you ever asked I would gladly give to you

The End

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