When someone else's laughter tears through you and guts you like a knife
When thinking about it all has you contemplating recklessly ending your life
When you realise that you can't continue down the dreamland rode you choose
This is now the road to hell, every step can only lose.
A heart that only aims to feel the reason it's been made
Innocent in every sense; ready to be betrayed
Investing in volatile stock with your last corroded cent
Cling desperately to the memories of time in heaven spent.
A change has got to happen
I hate myself and I can't breathe