No one can define who we are
What we are
Where we’re from
In my thoughts and in my dreams, you’re always on my mind
I see the way you look around the room
Carrying yourself from class to class
There’s no shame in mistakes
I see them watch you embarrass yourself,
No one notices
I do, and come over
Seeing the sadness engrained in your silver eyes
I am the only one to comfort you in the rooms of my dreamscapes, composed with a million of your emotions.
I want to embrace you, hear your sorrowful life song, and multiply your happiness
For many in the world only see what they think
Never what they need
I see the stains on your jeans, where work has marked you
And I can only smile, without knowing why
Your confidence hides those deep dark scars of your psyche
Every pain brings us closer to ourseleves I’m slowly finding
So don’t be afraid to be who you are
For that makes you more beautiful than all those around you
Be yourself, not who they wish
You worry too much, about perception
Tainted saint of sexuality hidden in unending grace.
The first thing I ever heard was hatred from those who loved me
It was that, which created the person writing these poems
Outcast, lost, forgotten, tainted saint too
High school was never where I fit in, college, neither
Don’t try to paint yourself into another’s landscape
Let them paint you as the model
Stick out, because that is an exclamation of humility.
Don’t be scared
You’re not alone now
Write, even if it isn’t your career
Fight for the Truth, for you are the greatest warrior writing for others like you.
Don’t listen to the jaded adults that deceive you
I’ve been there, I’ve seen them all.
Beyond all who don’t see you, you are swimming in the purest ocean of Eden
In the air, is an opening to see the heavens
And the Nightingale, flies to show you the path
And on that path
Forever remains, the dawning of a new age.
Tainted saints we are and tainted saints we may always be
In nomine Patris, et Filii, et Spiritus Sancti
In these doubtful flames I have already scorched myself in to find you
I just want you to know
I will always be waiting