Black putridness slowly

Filling my lungs and chest

And suffocating me with

The shame and regret of

What I have done.


Why do I do this to myself?

Why do I keep making such

Stupid mistakes? This isn’t

Living life freely this is barely

Living, barely breathing.


What happens when the jokes

I always used to make of myself

Turn into reality? Am I even close

To the same person I was a year ago?

Or has the black filth changed myself


The End

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