02-22-2014 1:12pmMature

I was supposed to go on a date tonight.

You ruined that for me.

I was supposed to move on tonight.

But the thought of me being with someone else hurt me way too much.

In the beginning of this break up I was fine, I thought I could move on quickly.

You were everything to me.

I have so much to fight for.

I had so much to fight for.

Now I'm not quite sure I want to fight for anything.

In this last week or so I've lied to myself.

I pretended that I was okay but really I was screaming on the inside.

Screaming because I feel like we just stopped talking.

But really you broke my heart, you took it and ripped apart each piece and threw it away.

You threw away all the love I had for you, there was a lot.

I'm becoming a pathetic person, it needs to stop.

All this horror needs to stop.

But I, I will not admit to anyone I need help.

I will not receive any help from anyone. I can't. 

Maybe that's just me wanting to prove to you that I can be on my own.

God damn, I miss you. 

The End

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