There Is Nothing So Dangerous As A Man Who Has Nothing To Lose - Jerry

There is nothing left. Nothing left for me. The girl I loved was dead. My parents would never be able to look at me in the same way again, my friends would never treat me the same again, and after that scarily sweet moment when I almost slipped away, I realise how fleeting everything is.
No longer am I scared.
I am not scared of losing anything else, because in that one suicidal moment, I lost it all, and it didn't hurt as much as it did before.
I had encountered death, and I had felt it's cold grasp on my heart.
I wasn't scared of anything anymore.
Not people's thoughts about me, not losing friends, not broken hearts, not death. Nothing.
My eyes snapped open.
I was free.
I had a purpose, something I needed to do, and nothing was going to get in my way.
Absolutely nothing.

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