while I was asleep I dreamt about Fialka I was in a field and my mother was there she was brushing me hair " Anju darling its time to let go I know you love me but you have people to care for you" she stopped brushing my hair and looked into her eyes I could feel the sorrow seeping out of her.
I turned to her pleading mummy not to leave me she started to fade and Fialka was there and she was bleeding and laying on the floor.
"Anju how could you I thought you cared, I wanted to protect you, love you if you were my own" I run over to her and I try and help her but Im too late and she starts to fade.
Boogies not there with me and Im sat in this field by my-self alone again like always.
I wake up from my dream panting, sitting up right I shout "FIALKA DONT GO" before I know where I was she holding me and telling me Im ok. Mum was right I need to let go