For those of you who are confused, I have comandeered Delorfinde's character (it's okay, she's fine with it) and now we are having a 'fight of the egos'.
I can feel my consciousness trying to push me out. I am unhelpful; I am not wanted here.
"No!" I mentally shout. I refuse to be pushed out by ... by myself. "I'm here whether you like it or not."
"You should be ashamed of yourself, sir," I use her - my - mouth to say. "Dirty, your thoughts are."
He turns a shocked face towards me, astonished at her - my - rapid change.
My consciousness does not like this, and tries to resist.
"Oh no you don't," I say, smiling fiercely.