"I try, I do try!" She sobbed. "I can get past Blaze, but its just..." She paused, she knew talking about it would help. "I killed Blaze, that is what I cannot stand." She stopped, she wasn't sure if Basilic knew this or not. "But right now. I want to tear the feathers off that stupid bird!" She wiped away a few tears. "She has no idea." She looked at Basilic and edged away from him. "What are you thinking?" She tilted her head as Basilic's look became blank with thought. She wiped away a few more of her tears. They sparkled on the back of her hand giving her skin a slightly golden tint. "Bas?" She paused realising what she had just called him.