As I was threatening Beth, some woman knocked me on the floor. My razor fell from my hand, and I couldn't find it again. I jumped on my feet, and shouted at Beth again. I was sure that Jase was somewhere in the rear of the bus, but I have to take advantage of every second of his absence.
Beth noticed that I lost my razor, so she didn't stop the bus instead she shouted for Jase. At that moment I knew that my life was once again doomed. I made it to the closed door and tried to open it. I was having a nervous breakdown. I thumped the door with all my strength as I shouted. Then sat on the steps and cried.
"I was always weak." I thought"