"Shut up" I muttered.
'Why should I?' the Phoenix in me asked. 'You know what's happening right?'
"No, its not" I said and glanced around quickly to make sure no one was around in the park. I didn't want to look like a crazy person. Although having a voice in your head was sort of crazy, wasn't it?
'It is crazy' the Phoenix teased. 'Just perform the ritual already'
"No" I firmly said and began to walk heading towards Serena's home. It had been days now and I'd been going insane without her. It hurt. It hurt to be without her and I knew that was my phoenix needing her power.
'Its the bond of being a goddess' lover' the Phoenix chuckled and I grit my teeth. I wanted the Phoenix to be quiet but my only choice now would be to bond to it and I didn't know what that would do. 'You would become stronger. More tempting'
Hesitating I was about to slow down and consider it but then shook my head and began walk again. The Phoenix just chuckled but I ignored him cause I was soon back at Serena's.
I went to her room and she was still asleep. She looked so beautiful while she slept but I didn't watch her long cause when I did it got harder and harder for me to hold on to my human soul. "What do I do?" I snapped leaning on the kitchen counter. My Phoenix didn't answer. He just sat within me all smug and just waiting.
It was only a matter of time but I was going to make it the longest time possible. It was getting harder though. Everyday was harder.
I slammed my fist down on the counter and then began preparing myself something to eat. I'd just have to wait and see what happened.