My eyes suddenly opened. I stared up at the ceiling. I realized I was in the livning room, and could here Flamara talking to me gently, holding my hand. I stood up, or thought I did.
Wait, I couldn't move. I strained to move my hand, even look in a different direction with my eyes. I couldn't.
NOOOOOOO!!! I thought to myself. I wanted to die. I still felt hot, not quite as bad, but still hot, and now, I couldn't even do anything about it. I didn't want to live through shooting myself. And now, I couldn't even ask someone to kill me.
Suddenly I felt something, something sad. But not the sorrow which I felt, the sorrow that someone feels when someone they knew dies. I knew it was Flamara, sitting next to me. I did what I'd done the first time she healed me, and looked through her eyes, which were closed I realized. I put out thoughts of love and happiness, not that I was feeling them right now, but at least flamara would know I was alive then.
Master Master? Ivory suddenly said.