I have never really decided what to do with my life. I have never given a thought to my future.
What do I actually want to do? Does that really matter? For in today’s matter what actually matters is money and fame. If you have them, you are loved and respected by all, else you have just very few to help you. Sometimes even your closest ones leave your side if you are not earning much.
I have never thought of going with the crowd. I have my own dreams. To do something which I will love, marry, have kids and be a perfect and the happiest woman in the world.
But does that really matter? Ever since I was a child I was taught there wasn’t any future without science. When I took up science, I was taught engineering is the only option to earn money. Now I have taken up engineering. So now I am being taught that either IIM’s or IIT’s are the best option to go forward.
Sometimes I really feel like crying out loud. Did anyone ever ask what do I want to do? It’s my future, let me shape it the way I want to. I don’t want money because money can buy everything but not the happiness I want.
I don’t want to be rich. I want to be happy.
life is so unfaithful...