You know, i've always sucked when it comes to looking at the consequences. And trust me, that got me in trouble quite a few times. But when i kissed Elyse...i never thought this would happen. I never thought Ian would be thrown in a rage and kill everyone...I never thought Elyse would be kidnapped by the demon..none of this. And it was all my fault. Millions of people are DEAD becuase i am a desperate mother fucker.
What was i supposed to do now? Say sorry? Sorry wouldn't bring those people back. Sorry wouldn't make my best friend stop hating me like he probably does now. I closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep. Not wanting to think about all the damage my thinking has done.
I started dreaming. In my dream i was walking on clouds, litterly. In the distance i saw Ian and Elyse, they were walking hand in hand. I felt a huge ping in my heart, it hurt..but at the same time i knew it was meant to be. I don't think i deserve to love. As if there was anyone out there that would love me now. I looked down. I saw the earth. Red lights dotted around the countries.
I looked closer...those weren't lights..they were fires. All over the earth, in every country.
I woke up all of a sudden in a hot sweat. Ian was standing by the door. He saw i was up and then looked away.
"Are you okay dude?" I asked
He looked at me again, then sighed.
"Theres something i should probably tell you..." he started.