I end up skipping dinner. I'm no longer hungry.
I know why Sam left to go to the bar. He's remembering his last band. It took him a while till we could convice him to join this one.
I remember that. I was so persistance getting this band together. I got El first, then Ollie even though I started after Sam first.
I started with him cause of his experience... I had none, only a voice that I was told could turn faces, capture hearts.
Ha, as if. I'm not that good.
I go to my room and grab my A4 journal. It's full with songs, some we've sung but most of them I keep to myself.
Like this one.
"Winters is cold, A touch on my cheek,
These feeling are something I cannot believe,
You are my angel, My only star,
You are this feeling takin me so far,
I am the one you'll always walk by,
Please look my way now take me to the sky,
Take me to the sky............, Take me to the sky.........,"
That's only one verse. I wrote this the moment our group came together. It was a perfect moment.
I know who I wrote it about. Sam......
No, we can't. I love him but we can't. With the media, his past..... his whole group fell apart on a romance, his romance.
I sigh falling back on my bed. Rest is what I need.....
Oh, great I just remembered tommorow night we have that consert then a meeting with the famous Danielle Winters.
Who seems to have become our personal journalist.