Sometimes, I…

Feel like I’m not going anywhere

Don’t see the significance in the days that pass by

Feel like I can’t write worth anything

Feel like everything I need is a world away

Just want to start over

Feel insignificant

Don’t think I’m good enough

Hate myself

Hate others

Really hope that fate exists, so that the boring days can be considered as planned steps towards my final goal

Miss her too much for my own good

Wonder if all of my hopes in her are misplaced

Regret wasted time

Fear that there’s no happy ending

Think that I expect too much out of life

Just want to be happy

Want to hate everything and everyone

Wish that life would stop putting me in stupid situations and just make it easy for once

Think that I’m a terrible person

Just want to go into a rage

Dream about her, and it freaks me out

Feel like she and I would be perfect for each other

Feel like she and I were doomed from the start

Wonder if my expectations of her are too high

Wonder if her expectations of me are too high

Just want someone to talk to

Just want someone to understand

Just want to shut everyone out

Wish I had a goddamn topic to write about, gosh

Feel completely alone

Honestly tell myself that no one will be better for her than I am

Really hope that I’m right

Hope that she feels the same

Feel like I’m wasting my youth sitting here in my room, staring at this stupid screen

Think that the others enjoy life more than I do, and I envy them

Wish that I could just go anywhere I wanted and have fun without any inhibitions

Envy those around me for dumb reasons

Wish I was a child

Dream about the dead being alive and well, and it freaks me out

Wish we would never have to die

Find it funny that I complain about life, yet wish for it to be never-ending

Desire the apocalypse

Feel like all of my problems would fade if I could just see her

Laugh at how stupid I am for putting so much faith into one girl

Think that she wouldn’t even want to be mine, since I’m being so goddamn dependent on her

Think about how she’s no different from any other girl, yet completely unique

Wonder why I love her at all

Remember why

Wonder if she’s met someone, and it scares me

Can’t imagine life without her

Realize that I only met her two years ago, moron

Really hope that she won’t end up like my past love interests

Wonder about all of her little secrets

Wonder if I would actually think differently of her if I knew them

Shrug it off, it’s probably nothing

Wonder if she’s ever fallen in love

Just play Skyrim all freaking Saturday long, because I have no life

Fear that I’ll have a terrible, underachieving life

Shrug that off as well, because I can’t be that bad at life

Hate my tooth for hurting like a *%!@*

Wonder if I swear too much

Just feel like getting hammered

Feel like I could totally get into alcoholism

Think that I listen to this CD too much

Feel like most of the stuff on this CD reminds me of her

Remember that I’m just linking similar crap together, and it’s pure coincidence

See that I have 202 plays on this one song. Damn.

Want to write her the most amazing thing ever, because she deserves it

Realize that I can’t, because I suck

Wonder if she really does deserve the pedestal that I’m putting her on

Just don’t care

Hate my stupid volcano of a laptop

Wonder if I’ll die young

Really hope that I don’t die young

Think about the afterlife

Can’t believe that even she’ll die, eventually

Find it weird how I’m thinking of her and death at the same time

Write randomly

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