I decided to experiment. This is one side of a conversation; my side.
Nothing really, I'm just silly.
I felt lonely again
and my head kept repeating:
"I'm sick of it"
All the way home.
I love you too.
But it signifies another failure to make friends this year.
I made loads of friends last year.
Good friends, amazing.
But this year...
It's like I have a sign above my head saying "Does not want friends"
Yeah, and I'm glad.
I'm just sick
of feeling lonely when you're not around.
Do you feel loneliness when I'm not around?
What makes you less lonely?
I mean, when I'm not here
Or when you're offline.
I'm a bit sad.
I can't ask for anything
Other than what you already give to me.
I love you too...
What is wrong with me?
I've been feeling the same way all year.
Like I'm not memorable enough,
Like I don't have a solid companionship anymore, with anyone except you.
I'd never want that if it meant giving you up.