I wake with a groan and look down at Elioth. I wait till he wake up. He turns his dreamy eyes to me and smiles. "Morning" he croaks out. I laugh and lie down on his chest resting my chin on my folded arms.
"El, I need to tell you something" I mumble.
"What, Sammie?" he asks.
"I.... I've been keeping a secret" I sigh. He frowns looking confused. "I have these mental break downs" I continue, tracing patterns on his chest. "I had one yesterday in front of Robin, last night"
"Okay... well, we'll just have to work it out" he says. I look at him with wide eyes.
"You're okay with it?" I ask.
"I'm not gonna dump you just cause you have a mental problem" Elioth says laughing. I can't help thinking, more than you know. I break out in a smile. I get up.
"Well, you deserve a treat.... I'll go get breakfast" I say and skip out. Only to collide with Robin. I look up at him and my heart races before I stop it angrily. He gives a small tiny smirk. I glare and stride off, feeling his eyes on my back as I do so. "You don't have to worry about, Elioth. I told him"
He nods. "I said I wouldn't tell him anyway"
I turn on my heels facing him. I know I look like an utter bitch but what the hell. "Like I believe you" I say flicking back my hair.
"You have so little faith in me" he chuckles.
"I have no faith in you. Why should I trust you? You don't want me with Elioth and you don't care for me. So I have no trust in you" I snap, angrily.
"Shame. I can be a very trustworthy person" he says, slowly begining to move towards me. I swallow and step back only to find a wall behind me. He gives off a sly smile and I look away.
"What is with this playing?" I ask folding my arms across my chest. He gives me an innocent face and for a moment I almost believe it.
"Playing?" he ask. I scoff and try to push him out of the way by a hand on his shoulder. Suddenly he has an arm wrapped around my waist and I freeze completely. He gives off a small smile.
"What are you trying to achieve here?" I ask.
"Nothing" he says simply.
"Then why.... why are you doing this?"
"Doing what?" he asks, innocently.
"Playing on my emotions" I whispers, my lips so close to his.
"Like this?" he says. For a minute I'm confused but then he kisses me. Unlike before I struggle. I don't want this. I don't want him. He pulls back and tears seep down my cheek.
"What do you want from me?"
"Stay away from Elioth"
"No" I say, my stubborness returning along with my anger. He sighs heavily and I look away from him.
"Why?" he asks.
"Cause I love him" I whisper. "He understands me. He doesn't use me" I direct the last part more at Robin with a glare.
"Who says I'm using you?"
"You feel nothing for me" I hiss. He just smirks. Its then I slap him hard across the cheek. He rubs his cheek a little.
"What was that for?"
"For even trying to make me dump Elioth. You have no idea how long I've searched for someone like him" I feel wetness on my cheeks and I know I'm crying, tears trailing over my cheeks.
"I'm sorry, Samiel, but I don't want to put him through all this"
"Its not your choice"