So I again forgot to write yesterday, oops. Been a tad side tracked. And tired. So anything I wrote yesterday wouldn't have made much sense.
I'm staying in, on a friday night. Why you ask? Good question. Not only was the party cancelled for tonight but I have to get up at 7am tomorrow. 7am! So that I can be ready in time for when Sky one come round to do some filming. Early night for me tonight it is then! It better be worth it. Oh and anyone in England, it should be airing around September time, so keep your eyes peeled. If they make me look like a spoilt Essex brat I won't be impressed, but then again, if they make me look amazing then I'll be so happy that my smile will be stained to my face. Guess we'll just have to wait and see really.
I got some contact lenses today for prom. Didn't think I'd be able to put them in, but I was brave and managed it. I know! Shocking. Was a bit nervous about taking them out though. I'm a bit squeamish when it comes to eyes. And blood. While getting the lenses I bumped into...lets call him...Mr X. Just in case he reads this. Mr X is a very long story including a broken heart on my part. And sadly, not on his. What made this meeting even worse, was how good he looked, and how not very good I looked (just my luck to have a break out just before prom as well!) And I mean he looked good, like gorgeous good. Damn him. It made me realise that I'm probably always going to have a bit of a thing for him, and the fact that he's started talking to me a lot more doesn't really help. I might have to cut him off. G0 cold turkey. See if that works, I'll let you know.
A song keeps coming on itunes on shuffle at the moment, and it's reminding me of someone that left my life. I hate it when that happens. It makes me miss them, even if it was for the best. Hmm, I need to stop over thinking so much. It's never good for me.
Also, another random thought, a black locked box has been attached to a lamp post just outside my house. I have no idea what it is, so if any of you guys have an idea, let me know? Thank you.
"Hey, good morning, lets watch the sun come up, I want another day with you"