Over the following weeks, both Will and I were caught up in university work. Ranging from assignments and essays and our upcoming midterms, we were both busy. But that didn't stop me from thinking about my personal life or the constant drama that loomed over it.
Will needed space and she'd told me that. So since that day when Alice broke up with her, she was going out on her walks and also occupied in her photography. I totally understood what she was going through. Alice had been her girlfriend for a long period of time so there was a good reason for why Will was depressed.
And I felt extremely guilty cause I knew most of her hard feelings were made by me. I was the cause. If only I hadn't kissed her back...
I looked up as I heard the room door open and Will walked in. She'd left about two hours ago to go on one of her promenades again. I mumbled a little "hi" and she muttered a quiet "hey" back at me. That was mostly our level of conversation. Though I could understand her pain, I couldn't help but think about me too. My feelings were all over the place and I had no idea if I really did like Will in that way or not. And we needed to discuss it.
Clearing my throat, I pulled my legs to my chest and stared at Will a little pensively. "Will, we need to talk about somethings."
"Can we do it later Alex? I'm sort of busy right now," she muttered, setting up her laptop.
"No we have to do it now before you escape and go on your little walk again."
She turned to look at me, her face expressionless. "If this is about...that, i dont want to talk about it."
"Well you're going to have to cause I'm sick of waiting!" I snapped at her. Shock flitted across her face as the impatience on mine grew. "You said you needed some space, and I understood that. But we need to talk now. You have to consider how I've been feeling this past month Will! We barely talk any more and I feel like you're distancing yourself from me!"
I glared at her and I wasn't even close to finished. "Now I want to talk to you about "that" and you don't have a choice cause I'm going to make you talk to me. Do you or do you not love me?"