Spending time with Roi is becoming much more pleasurable than I thought it could be.She was really cute in ways she didn't realize and while she worked, I would watch her and smile to myself. The look of frustration across her face while solving a problem is adorable. And following that, if she had the problem wrong the childish pout she would give me is even cuter. I was taking snapshots of it all within my brain in order to save it for a rainy day when I would need them.
What I found even cuter is the fact that she really wanted her reward from my lips and that she worked hard to get it. It only showed how much she liked me and acknowledging that made my heart swell in different ways than felt before. In the end it isn't really her getting a treat, it's me.
As the last thirty minutes passed by in a whiz, I couldn't help but feel a pang of pain inside knowing it would be time to say goodbye for the night. But there are full stops for everything isn't there? Hopefully there won't be one for the forbidden relationship I'm having with Roi. I'm practically stomping on the rules right now. Though I don't regret it as much as I should.
"Good work Roi. You're doing great and if you continue this way, you might just pass the next test I have set for your class," I said with a grin and then patted her head. She glared at me in response, crossing her arms in front of her chest not at all appreciating the very platonic way I was congradulating her.
"Thanks Sir," she said mockingly. My grin widened and just to tease her further, I stood up and started packing my things; clearing the desk in front of us. She looked at me, unbelievingly. I was going off without giving her a kiss and she was desperate enough to force me into one as I felt her kick my leg, hard enough to send a streak of pain through it.
"Ouch Roi, what's that for?" I asked, rubbing the place that I'm sure is going to bruise.
"Don't I deserve a little credit Sir? Other then a pat on my head I mean." She looked up at me with a frown on her face, impatient. Oh well, she asked for it and I felt more than willing to give it to her.
I leaned into her, each of my hands gripping one of the armrests of her chair. I could hear her breath catch in her throat as the distance between us started to become scarce. My lips met hers but I didn't quite kiss her. Instead, I whispered against hers, "Are you sure you want this?"
That was enough for me to do it. Except this time, the kiss wasn't like wildfire filled with passion and lust. This time, I wanted to make it worthwhile and sweet so that Roi would be awake throughout the night, thinking about it. I moved my lips against hers slowly, my right hand moving up the side of her waist to her hair. I ran my hands through it as our lips moved in strange ways. My other hand still held the armrest of her chair but with enough force to probably break it off.
I'd never felt this way before when I kissed a girl. Many times, it was just lust. Not...not love. Funny how those two feelings coincide.
I felt Roi grow more confident. One of her hands moved to my chest, grabbing fistfuls of my shirt and pulling me closer to her. Her other moved around my shoulder and clung to me as we kissed, her with more passion. If it weren't for the fact that I had a grip on the armrest, I probably would not have been able to move away from her quickly when I heard the door creak open.
"That's why you should pay more attention in class," I said quickly in one breath, making it sound as if I just hadn't made out with one of my students. She blinked at me and nodded, her eyes flickering to the student who just entered the vestibule. I secretly hoped he hadn't heard the quick pop when I moved away. The student however muttered a, "Sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt. Just got a little lost." She didn't seem to notice the wild expression in Roi's eyes and in mine as we both gave her a quick nod. She left quickly and Roi looked back at me.
"I guess she'd interrupted more than she could imagine," Roi said innocently but I managed a grin.
I'm way into her.