Dear Josh,Mature

Josh, I miss you. I won't even try to deny that.But I think its time that I tell you, for the last time what exactly I feel for you. I love you, like I have never loved anyone. And that alone makes you impossible to forget. 

You mean so much to mean it is painful to think that I will more than likely never see or talk to you again.Life does this sometimes-bring someone along who changes everything and then have them leave- and I must accept that.So, in an effort to cleanse my mind of the traces of you, Josh I must say that I only lied to you once. The last time I talked to you I told you it wouldn't be long before I forgot about you and moved on. That was the biggest lie I have ever uttered. I just want you to know, you meant a hell of a lot more to me than you would even begin to expect.

You changed me in the best,and the worst, ways. I want to thank you for being there on my darkest nights, when no one else was there. I also want to thank you for letting me into your life, and for becoming a large part of mine. In a way, I feel like this is the real goodbye.

This will be the final time I write for you.

I knew you like I knew a springtime breeze,

and the way summertime bowed its head to the sun's needs,

this is how well I knew you.

Piece by piece you sewed my soul together,

and piece by piece you became my world.

a quilt of dark nights and secrets,

quilted in the hopes of a future,

now hanging in a closet of disheartened dreams.

I loved you like the sun loved the moon,

like the ocean loves the shore.

The tide has gone low,and I can no longer feel your voice washing over me in waves,

I've been dragged out to sea,far from the shores of your existence,

I loved you then just like I love you now.

I love you  like a child loves a blanket that provides safety

from the monsters of the night.

I love you from the way you fill my mind with light,

I loved you then and i love you now.

piece by piece,by insistence of the tides,

your world slowly became mine,

and by the phases of the moon,

piece by piece, i was surged farther from the shores that are you.

 

Dear Josh, I don't know why you were so afraid to love me,I'd have given you anything.

                        -Love, Me

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