" Will you please stop leaning over me?" Carmen says. I was pretty close.
" I sure the hell can! Why should I care what you two do?" I mostly ask my self knowing I should really be walking away from this. I move and turn away
" I don't know." Carmen answers the question to my self.
" I wasn't asking you!" I turn around. I'm getting to worked up here, " You know what? I'm sorry, I shouldn't care what you two do,I'm sorry I never should have found you attractive! But next time why don't you say something before someone gets a face full of door!" I say angerly. Then I noticed my fist was balled and was flying in a straight arc towards a Carmen.
I throw myself to the ground to bring the momentum elsewhere.
"Fuck! This looks stupid!" At this point I knew I looked insane I couldn't give a shit. I will later though. Carmen looked scared , and I couldn't blame her. She began to run back to class. I'm not a abusive person ,just unfortunelty blessed with a short fuse and problems controlling my emotions.
" Fuck! This is , No I'm retarded. Shit." I rant to myself and finish with banging my head on a wall, then take off to my room. This was overblown way to overblown, and it all makes me look like a sap. The anger was quickly dispersing and I was already regretting my actions. Luckily no one got hurt this time. I needed to get a prescribtion though. Better off slow then physco.