I'm Tired

Just one of my ramblings.

I’m tired.

I just have enough. Of waiting for the big happiness to happen. Every single day, I believe little less. But then… I can’t do this. I need to believe in…otherwise I would go insane.  I need that… little dream.

I’m tired.

Seeing everyone around be being happy and there is just me in the middle of it all. I think I am loosing pieces of myself that I knew I will never get back, when they will be totally gone. Is like who I was is slowly dying, crushed by me… just giving up.

I’m tired.

Of being and trying for everyone, when I cannot even help myself. For everyone I give a piece of myself and when it gets thrown back in my face… is a part of me gone. I just…feel empty. I don’t want to change, be a person that is selfish. But sometimes I just want to scream.

I’m tired. 

I feel... broken. There are some wounds that just do not want to heal and at night, they get me and I cannot defend myself. Everything I want is just so far away from me. Is just so… bittersweet. Knowing I can have it, but for now is out of reach.

I’m tired. 

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