i know

You ask me
"What is the matter"
And I don't even know where to start
Because you are what is the matter.

You said you loved me
But behind my back you cursed me
You said you would always be there for me
But you can't stand my presence.

I don't know where to go from here
Honest to God, I don't know what to do
You haven't the slightest clue
That you are the one killing my heart.

You are the reason for the tears that keep falling
But if I told you that
You would say I was trying to invoke pity
As if I will ever ask for your concern again. 

I thought you liked me
"This human, I like this one!" you said to me
Whispering secrets, giggles of laughter
I thought we three would be friends forever.

But I know what you've said to one another
I know what you think of me
And it has left me shattered in a million pieces
The tears that flow are my heart's mourning for us.

Because after this, we will never be the same
I will forgive, but I will never forget
I will keep you an arms length away
Because you have killed my hope that anyone could love me. 

We will only be a ghost of what we used to be
Because I now I know what you kept from me
Now I know that all of Satan's lies to me were try
I should listen to my head more often, because it was right about you.

You have known the dirtiest, dustiest corners of my soul
You have said that perfection doesn't matter
When all the while you have expected nothing other than perfection
You have exploited my trust, and I it will ever be the same as it was.

This is a farewell to the friendship
That we once had, us three friends
Now it is only me, trying to fake it til I make it
Because you will never know that I know. 

The End

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